Day 10 ~ 2014 * Day 1 of Nina being gone.

It’s funny but Nina being gone has ML nervous. I wonder if she thinks I’ll kill her or rape her or just plain neglect her. Who knows where that twisted little brain goes when she’s sitting there glaring at the whores on TV.

She asks before bed how long Nina was going to be gone. I told her I didn’t know because Nina bought a 1 way ticket east. “That’s OK with you?” was her response. I told her we have trust and if I can disappear for a week or so, she can too. “Am I the reason she left?” I told her yes, but not for the reason she’s thinking. I told her that Nina was working at HER condo to prepare it for sale, so indirectly it is her fault that Nina’s gone. She went back to glaring at the whores again.

We left before Erin left yesterday. Erin too is upset about Nina leaving and cried when we left. I thought I had our departure timed to their picking Erin up, but once again they flaked on us. I have a feeling that I will have company every night until Nina returns. To Erin, it’s her responsibility to make sure we’re not lonely. She does good at that.

Going up to Arrow’s Ridge to finish up the website for Joe and give him and Steven a lesson on the admin dashboard. After that any of the 3 of us can make changes on the site.

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We don’t forgive people because we are weak. We forgive people because we are strong enough to know that we all make mistakes and that it’s not our place to judge them.